
So It's the Bit in the middle!

So here we are, sitting in the middle, between Christmas and New Years. I always find this time of year, some how, hard work. It as though it’s almost between something and nothing, as though the world is waiting for something to happen, something to be finished.
We have been to the relatives, although my brother in law is coming up for the weekend today, we have been over nice to everyone for several days now (although we are nice to everyone anyway are we not), but yet?
Something feels as thought it is missing, something has not been completed.
And yet, to me at least, New Year is not really anything that special. It does mean the end of something, and hopefully the start of something better, but listening to the news, reading the papers and the like, you have to wonder whether things will really change for the world at all.
So as I sit here, typing quietly to myself at the start of a dull and damp Friday between Christmases, I always wait and wish for a better year for all, including myself.
But as I sit here waiting for the family to awake and dive into the end of year sales for yet another new TV (Liam’s old TV in his room has failed, major style, over Christmas ? which is a shame as he can’t use his new Play Station), I feel that mankind will not let me down, and this year will be very little different from what has happened across the world last year, maybe even worse in some respects.
Maybe I’m being a bit ?fatalist? about what will happen next year, maybe it’s the mid Christmas depression that I always seem to get at this point in the celebrations (I do always feel better about things on New Years Day), perhaps I’m being a ?Realist? ? having seen these past 38 years what happens after New Year, what History has to say about Mankind.
Maybe this WILL be different? ? I really do hope so
God Bless
Dave Smith