Feeling Sad

Dear Log (any to anyone reading welcome)

Here I am, sat yet again, in front of the computer trying to place my thoughts into words. I am listerning to BBC2, which is showing the memorial program to Spike Milligan.

The sad bit - anything like this, and a few other things, tend to remind me of some of the people that are now sadly gone from my life, particularly my Dad. The people I loved, and still love and who will always be in my heart (although I now wished that I had let them know that a little more when they were alive), I still sit and wonder in those quiet and lonely moments, I still wonder WHY?. I know everything has to come to an end eventually, even my own end - but I still find it hard to understand why?

I suspect that to some one reading this, they may well feel that it is rambling and spurious, and it may well be, but I'm a simple man, who finds it hard to talk about his feelings - let alone put it down "in black and white".

I know this is probibly a little morid and dark, maybe I just being human, maybe it's one of those "try and get it off your chest" moments - Maybe